Once upon a time, before we entered our flesh and bone body to be born into and experience this physical existence we call life, we knew many, many things:
– We knew that we are always connected to Source (or All That Is, or God, or the Universe, or however else you care to name it) and that, no matter what we do, this connection cannot be broken. We are Source and Source is us.
– We knew that Source is everywhere and always, and that everything that exists is a creation of Source.
– We knew that everything created by Source (which is everything) is perfect, whole and sacred – and this includes ourselves.
– We knew that Source is infinitely loving and creative and that, no matter what happens, we are safe and loved.
– We knew that, whilst we are all unique individuals, each of us is connected to each and every other one of us. We knew that each individual ‘me’ is an integral part of the magnificent whole.
– We knew that life is our choice, our decision to experience a physical existence with all its emotions, contrasts and sensations.
– We knew that, as part of this game of life, we would create every experience, everything we desire. through our preferences, thoughts and feelings.
– And we knew that, as each one of us is a part of the whole that is Source, we each possess the love, power and creativity of Source and can use it in exactly the same way.
This knowledge, that once we knew and have long forgotten, created the glorious shimmering wings that came with us as we entered this physical world. We were filled with unlimited potential, bursting with excitement and anticipation at this wonderful adventure. Our wings would enable us to fly to the highest heights, to reach our fullest potential, and to achieve all our heartfelt dreams and desires.
We all come into this world equipped with these beautiful, shining, all-powerful wings. As babies they are always with us, unfurled and ready to carry us forward. As babies, the world is our oyster. We live in joy, fully in the present, slowly getting used to this marvellous physical existence. Yet as we emerge from infancy, slowly, little by little, we become more and more distanced from our True Self and our wings glow less brightly. We begin to forget who we are and where we have come from. We forget why we are here.
The outside world, the ‘reality’ in which we live, starts to bind our wings and our knowing. Our parents, our teachers, our societies and cultures bombard us with their truths, so different from those we have brought with us, which they have long since forgotten. And we absorb these messages. We come to see our heart-known truths as wrong. We conform to others’ demands and expectations. We see ourselves as at the mercy of nature, other people or events. Perhaps even worse, we may believe we are being watched, judged and punished by God.
We grow up taking in these sorts of messages daily. Perhaps we learn that we are mere pawns in the hands of fate and cannot do anything to change our lot. Or that the world is a dangerous place to be and that it isn’t safe to stand out, to be different, to take risks. Or that, no matter what we do, we cannot change our destiny. We come to see ourselves as powerless. Perhaps there are some things we can change but when it comes to the serious stuff – don’t even think about it! Our wings slowly fade and become invisible. By the time we are teenagers they are just a distant memory, and by adulthood most of us have forgotten their existence.
We forget our dreams – or at best sit them on a high shelf to look at and dust now and again, to sigh over and believe impossible. We forget who we truly are and what life is for. We become locked in a world based on other people’s experiences and expectations of reality rather than our own, realities based primarily on fear, guilt and struggle. We forget that love is all that is really real. We remain caterpillars, crawling on the ground while gazing at the glorious skies above and wishing we could fly free, forgetting those perfect wings that would allow us to do so.
Taken from the introduction of my book Forgotten Wings (O-Books, 2010; ISBN 978-1-84694-353-9). Find out more at www.dkhenderson.com
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